Winter story...

Winter have turned my little country in winter wonderland. It is very beautiful indeed. And very cold, frost have turned trees and houses, forests and fields in white Winter kingdom.
Saturday I was sitting on the top of the cable bridge. It was a very cold and cloudless day, I was sitting up there and watching down at the city under my feet and wondering about people crossing bridge and taking pictures of frozen harbor. I was sitting there and feeling the cold coming closer and closer to me, I could even see him materialize in front of my eyes, he was forming from my breath , slowly like a ice flowers his shape was forming, from beautiful Chrystal's of ice. My my my.... well he was like a glass with carvings in shape of flowers , he was like tattooed ancient God, only his tattoos were white on his Chrystal-clear ice skin. He sat down next to me ... I could feel cold surrounding me, caressing my skin, making my eyes water and my cheeks redden, i looked almost flushed and like i was blushing.... maybe I was? He was so magnificent, with his Chrystal hair, who looked long and cold and sharp like icicles, he looked a little like ancient Roman man , with straight nose, and high cheekbones, I should have asked his age, but at that moment it was last what was on my mind. He sat down next to me... he didn't say a word, only was watching city and watching people under our feet and watching frozen harbor , with frozen ships in it. "Seems , like people even doesn't notice me....", he said, like wondering. And seemed little arrogant... in a way, how they dare to not notice cold, and freeze and just ignore it and keep running and running and fucking running!!! i was sitting there, almost frozen my self. "They don't notice me either" , I agreed, he looked at me , but I could see in his eyes a question. "Well they should notice somebody sitting on top of the bridge!", i continued, "Maybe I am not as famous as you , but well they should have thought , that I might be some silly suicidal girl, sitting on top of the cable bridge and thinking about jumping down. " ... but they all seem to say ... so what! "And so ... why are you sitting here?" , he asked, frowning , looked very young at this moment. "Very simply, i just wanted to see how it is up here, how it is to sit up here wonder about city under my feet, wonder , how the ships will get out of frozen harbor and wonder in how long time , the cold will envelope me like a blanket", I felt very poetic this morning. I could feel how the cold brushes my legs and my clothing how it fills my lungs and my nose ... how my breath turns in snow in my hair and in my eyebrows and eyelashes, I was almost turning in snowy person , almost like he. "Your life is short isn't it?" , I asked , "You will melt soon, the spring will come and you will melt" , I somehow felt quite sad about it, almost like losing an almost-friend of mine. He didn't answer just stared at people under us and leaned closer to me and silently said " Soon I will ornament ,this bridge and cables and the place you sit in frost, it will be for you. i saw you up here, usually people don't see me. I wonder, why do you see me, and why nobody doesn't see you... " .... he leaned even closer to me and kept watching in my eyes, his eyes were deep and grey like ice who covers rivers and seas ... very deep and grey , i couldn't blink... my eyes started to water and one tear escaped my eyes and run down my cheek, it felt burning hot. He was so close to me, I leaned closer and inhaled cold coming from him , i could feel the smell of cold, burning feeling in my nose and throat.... he whispered in my ear "i live forever, I live in deepest caves, i live in people cold hearts, I live in their cold eyes , I live in their un-hearing ears, I live in your frozen fingers" ... and then he bit down at my neck... i could feel the cold coming from his teeth and inject the cold in my blood stream, i could feel the cold seep in my bones... I was becoming frozen...

Your dearly devoted romansse...

P.S To be continued... maybe...

xo xo xo