Hello everyone!

I hope everyone had a great Christmas holiday and I hope that you all start to think about new aims and wishes for a new 2010 year. It is a year of Tiger, so all cat like animals meau with me ... meaaaaau ;)) This is our year and we will rule the world! So other species beware of tigers and cats.
I hope everyone had their Christmases in their heart and they didn't came from store. To get in Christmas mood i suggest to watch all the Christmas movies to understand meaning of family and Christmas spirit. I had a nice Christmas with my family and big Christmas tree and with a few presents and loads of food. It was fun!
But now life is moving on and I make new plans and remember about unfinished stuff, which I should finish before year ends, like school works, interviews and other things. It is nice to start a clean start , when all unfinished things is finished and some of the new things is already started. Before new year comes I really want to see movie Avatar , I hope it is as good as I imagine!! :))

so happy new year to everyone!!

today's song is - Elvis Presley - Burning love ;)

romansse

xo xo xo

Cousin...

Ohh my romansse is slightly drunk I drank some of hot wine , we do have pretty damn cold winter. It so windy here and so cold, I turned in piece of ice today. And I desperately need someone to melt me ;) I am just flirting with finest of my fans :D
i have some bonding time with my beautiful beautiful blond cousin, well she is some real pretty woman . But we have estranged over the years, when i was child we had awesome time together we played in her house, we made dancing moves for song, she used to try on me her make up and liked to polish my nails, only we didn't share passion for Backstreet-boys, I thought they were kind of lame., and Nick Carter never was my type :D Alright this is shameful moment , but at that time Leonardo Di Caprio was my type :D , then I quickly changed him to Johnny Depp and I stick with him , till now. But it is nice to be with my cousin from time to time, to learn something new about her , to learn to understand her, she was always much different then me, we have completely different goals in life we are like night and day . But well she is pretty nice... good to understand that now :))

Tonight's song - Regina Spektor - Fidelity

Sincerely your romansse

xo xo xo

my desktop

thought it would be fun to show you how pretty my dekstop is and I do want to try out one thing to see how it works :D

Just talk ...

Hello there my sweethearts , I just returned from store with a huge bag full of mandarin oranges, I think it starts to become a serious matter. I may be addicted to them . I can eat them nonstop I can live only from them, I don't need another food. It starts to sound like a serious addiction... maaaaybe C vitamin is addictive substance ?
I am really happy person today first of all I have mandarin oranges, then I have my winter, then i am happy because my girl soon will be back home , i miss her so much! And I had absolutely crazy dream to night :D I was being really rude in my dream I asked girl if she is in friends with her brain , because doesn't seems so and she is being unbelievably dumb :D LOL I am evil today , I am so full of joy , I really love mandarin oranges....

Today's song is - Blue October - You make me smile.

Sincerely your dearly devoted romansse

xo xo xo

bye

Just now i had some time with my self , giving in my body's yearning and desires , giving in my own sexuality and need for some pleasure, need for release , need for sense of peace and need for sense of freedom.
First time in really long time i was by my self, no somebodies name in my head , no longing for him, no loathing of him , no sense of sadness and hate mixed up together there were just me. Me enjoying my self , me and that wonderful explosion, feeling my body giving in , feeling my body give away that stress , hearing my own moan and whimper, my own breathing and heartbeat, my own tear running down my cheek, my own sense of victory. There were only me and nobody else. It was MY pleasure. only mine. I am nobodies tool. I am for my self.
I think I am finally letting everything go. I am finally letting him go. I am letting go all of the hate and sense of loss, and guilt. I am just letting go ...
It feel like victory. I think I am starting to win in this game. I am living for my self .
Goodbye my lover, my hate , my love, my fear, my friend... It is time for you to go and never ever come back. I am not letting nobody else to play with my mind and heart.


romansse

Hello...

Hello my darlings, I haven't been here for a while, I hope my devoted fan's won't feel upset about that. :D :D
My lessons just ended it was an interesting day. I learned today a lot about soviet educational problems and I learned a lot about John Dewey, he had pretty interesting educational theory's . 'However I would say they are utopia and a little communistic, but well it is only my opinion :D
Today I plan to watch Casablanca , I love good movies so I hope I will enjoy this one so much. I am trying to find movie Dolce vita, if everyone knows where to find it I would be happy, if some one could tell me where to find it .

Today's song is Blue October - Italian radio.

We will listen Blue October for a while , it is my new favorite band! :D

but me romansse will return to eat cranberries with honey, very delicious ...

xo xo xo