Good person?

What is a good person ? Is there any rules to be a good person? How much necessary is to be a good person?
this morning I started to question my self , if I am a good person. This morning I got a call from a girl with whom I used to work together and she have forgotten to bring keys to job , so she calls me in very morning and asks me to bring keys to her. It is weekend morning and I was sleeping so well this morning and then she wakes up me like that, You can imagine that I was not very happy person. Of course I got up took the train and gave the keys for her. I have to say in mind I wasn't very happy about it. If I still do something but I am not happy about it , am I still a good person? On my way there I kept thinking that I should have lied and told that i am in country or something and I can't bring those keys to her, but it goes against my honesty belief. I am trying to be as honest as possible with people , which ain't that easy as we can see it.
SO I keep asking my self - am I good person ? What a truly good person is supposed to be ?

But while I am questioning my self and others you guys listen Blue October - amazing, or hate me from Blue October. Blue October is my current favorite band.

romansse

xo xo xo

just

I am in such a good mood this evening. i am just laying in my bed, listening Blue October - say it and eating mandarin oranges. It is just a nice feeling. I feel calm and confident, secure and happy. Haven't felt that way for a while.

romansse wishes you sweet dreams my darlings ...


romansse

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New moon...

This morning I saw movie New moon. Honestly I am fan of books , like all teenage girls , well I am not teenager but anyway I am woman with romantic soul :D
So I saw the movie .... All I can say . Just stick with a book people. Book is OK. Movie lacks in so many fields. It made me cry though in one place but it was because I was thinking about the same place in book. Book is emotional and full of feelings and full of love and pain. Movie somehow can't reach in that emotional stages. I don't know if it is because of the poor acting skills of Kristen and Robert or it is just because of lack of connection between those two. Because it didn't felt that those two are madly in-love and just can't live without each other. Several times I wondered why they are together, there is nothing between them. From books we know that there is so much between them , so much love and caring , protectiveness. In movie you can't feel anything from that. It is really sad though. I hope in some years someone will film remake on all this and hit the target, cause story line is great! I like love story's I like those about endless love and happily ever after. I can be quite cynical in life but I adore love story's. Twilight movie now seems so much better then New moon movie.

Today's song will be Blue October - sound of pulling heaven down.


slightly disappointed romansse wishes you all good day ....

romansse

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I am genius!

Ohhh I love when I have done well and got a good mark in school. Then I feel like a genius. It is nice to feel pretty smart , isn't it ? Well if you remember few days ago I was complaining about writing a paper about Jean Piaget ? Well today I was presenting it ... and guess what! I got B+! And our teacher is pretty stern.
Ahh and today in one more subject I got B ! It was a final mark and it will go in system ... yeeey! I never understood that subject and it was quite complicated but anyway it is nice to get good grade. LOL today the same teacher was staring at my boobies :D But it didn't matter for mark he already told those marks. So i had very productive day and I feel damn good about it.
Only problem i have thou is that I have a temperature and I freak out from the thought that it might be stupid flew. I hate flew. It is not cool. But well I am a little hypochondriac when it comes to health.

Today's song would be Eva Cassidy - songbird

romansse

xo xo xo

Blaaah

Hey, I just finished reading Anne Stuart's - Still lake ... all I can say about the book is blaaah... Camooon soo predictable. In first pages of the book I already knew who the murderer is! It is pretty simple for those who enjoys some crime books and loves CSI and Bones and another crime tv series. It is so simple. And heroes was so slow in realizing who the murderer is. Silly they. But well that's a book... I liked heroine though , she was cute, real sweetie-pie, stubborn , independent , fragile and just cute as a chipmunk. And i just loove these heroines who isn't so skinny that you can count every single bone on her skin. I like when women have some curves you know... But the hero - John Smith in this case , has to be tall and muscled, skillful in bed, strong and gentle .. he has to be pretty much every girls dream! Because these books are written for women not man, man don't read that kind of crap , they are too visual, the written sex scenes doesn't do too much good for them. Ahhh and sex scenes Anne Stuart makes sooo hot. I was all burning in desire from that book .... yummmy....


sexual charged romansse wishes you all sweet dreams

see ya

romansse

xo xo xo

The song of day...

Good morning my darlings, I start new tradition in here. On the regular basis I will try to post song of day , the one which I like the most today or simply it matches my mood so well. I might forget some day to do that or just feel not in the mood of music. Well who cares... no body else , but me comes in here anyway :D :D

romansse ....

xo xo xo

P.S Ahh right I forgot to tell - today's song is Muse - sing for absolution . Good choice isn't it ? :D

seee ya ....

romansse

xo xo xo

P.P.S Darn it! I wanted to upload video, but it doesn't work. So Ok , The Song is in Youtube anyway. Listen it!

Dreams...

Hello my darlings, I can warn You people , that in this blog will be quite a lot posts about my dreams, cause they are just so colorful and mostly pretty intense as well. It is no good thing , but well I can't really change it.
Tonight i was dreaming about this wonderful albino Tarzan ;) ...and he was naked in all my dreams! Completely naked and all white and sexy. I kept seeing him in strangest places in my dreams, but in one dream closer to morning I finally got to him. I had him in my arm and it was such a nice feeling.His body was like marble (could be Twilight inspired) I felt his muscles and his weight on me , his strength and power I could even feel the touches of his hot lips. I felt how his muscles movie under my arms and the feeling when he entered my body in such a sinful way . Ohhh my goodness romansse is even blushing. But it was unbelievable. There was such a grace and power in him. He was like some kind of extra terrestrial being, like from another cosmos. In the morning when I opened my eyes i wish the dream would be continuing , because the feelings felt so real and I still felt a little flushed and almost breathless.

Some dreams are just delicious.....

romansse


xo xo xo

The Grinch!

Alright so after Titanic i got in Christmas mood , seriously i have no idea how those are related but well my mind is quite strange ... it is a mystery!
Sooo Grinch ... i am madly in love with Jim Carrey's Grinch, he is the best. I can't imagine any other actor who could carry this role so good. He is so funny and jokes sometimes might be little over the top but mostly just are so funny that you can't help your self and just lough out loud.
The Grinch is the cutest one, look at that cute nose and eyelashes and wonderful yellow eyes and cute chubby tummy... he has problem with teeth though... Termites in teeth... ummmm... wouldn't suggest to everyone something like that.
And i just love to imagine idea that in every little snowflake exists a little world like Whowill, we actually can not know if this earth is not just a little Whowill in some little snowflake witch snows in some another place...
The moral in movie was simple and it is good for kids to remember and for grown ups too actually, to remember that Christmas is not about the presents and that it doesn't come from store , but from heart. So I definitely do have Christmas in heart. i love that celebration I love the smell in air and the joy and songs and tree and baking gingerbread cookies with grandma... i love it all.

With Christmas in heart

sincerely Your romansse

xo xo xo

Premonition

I have a bad premonition, I have a feeling that something will happen. I hate it , I have them rarely , but when i have them something actually happens and i don't have even idea what could happen and with whom. What to do !! It is driving me crazy. Maybe take my cell and call to family ? Mom, grandma , brothers ? But it is ridiculous , I can't every time when i have premonition call around, cause sometimes happens something really not that important. And people already think that I am a weirdo....
Maybe it is because of Titanic, i am still watching it , and my instincts react to all that sadness what goes on in there? I don't know, will see... If it lasts one more hour I will call my mom. Lets hope it wont last cause it is really crappy feeling, you know!


romansse


xo

Titanic

And here I am again , trying to write my paper about Jean Piaget, but somehow my thoughts keep returning to movie Titanic, haven't seen it a while. I know it from head have seen it quite a lot of times, but anyway the story and the music continue to charm me. The special effects not that much, but soundtrack is pretty magic and the love of Rose and Jack is just so free and careless and so promising , despite everything.
Of course several years back when i had my Di Caprio period I thought that movie is perfect and everything around is perfect and that he is perfect, well i have grown up a little bit since then , and he was a charming boy back then. From his movies the best i have always liked where Man in the Iron mask and Titanic, they are pretty good.
So today i searched out DVD of Titanic and started to watch it (sorry Piaget will return to you little later) , made some cup of my favorite earl grey tea with lemon and two cubes of sugar.... mmm delicious. I suggest to watch some of the movies again from time to time and i do believe that Titanic will be between classical love story's somewhere with Gone with the wind and Sounds of music , Pride & Prejudice and i believe that Australia as well will join this company .
So I will keep watching this movie and sip my tea and have a good time with one of the greatest love couples in movies.

Have a good time to everyone

romansse

xo xo xo

Great, my first try in adding picture! So from this moment forward, my blog will be more colorful and prettier .... Yaaaay, I do feel like genius, when discovered how to add pics ....

romansse

xo xo xo

P.S That is Riga by the way in 18th November 2009!

Goodmorning

Good morning folks, I just woke up and a little overslept for my taste, because it is already almost 11:01 am , I prefer waking up earlier. Maybe it is because of a gentleman who kept me awake last night pretty late ? :D
I had the strangest dreams in night. I saw ghost in my dream , it always freaks me out. I woke up so scared and just had to sleep with light on for the rest of the night. I have strange paradox about ghosts, I fear them however I think I haven't seen one and i am not sure how much i believe in their existence , but still movies and dreams about ghosts is just darn freaky for me! :D
Then in my dream I saw friend, she is away for a while , but in dream she was just back , and at the beginning I was happy that she is back, but in the dream I began to see how much she is changed, how different she's become from a girl, once i knew. In dream I told, it is not You, I want my friend back!

Romansse has to go, she has to write an paper about Jean Piaget , or else she will start to stress out, again....

Seee ya' later folk!

romansse


xo xo xo

quotes

some of my favorites ...

Abandon all hope, ye who enter...

Come away! O, human child!
To the woods and waters wild,
With a fairy hand in hand,
For the world's more full of weeping than
you can understand.
/W. B. YEATS/

If you don't ask, the answer's always no.

"One can never be entirely free, if one admires someone else too much."

"Possession means worries and luggage bags one has to drag along."

"Our eyes are an ocean, surrounded with life, and a river of emotion flows through our heart. And the cold, senseless waves of death crash upon the shore, threatening to break it apart, and tears are the fragments spiraling downward into oblivion. And lives swim like a million goldfish, trying to carry the weight of this world."

"Humans need fantasy to be human; to be the place where the falling angel meets the rising ape." ~ Terry Pratchett

"We are animals. With language. What a responsibility." ~ easternsun

“Open your minds, my friends. We all fear what we do not understand.” /Robert Langdon/

Life must be understood backward, but it must be lived forward. /Jennifer Crusie/

Es šņabi nedzeru – es ar to dezinficēju dvēseli ....

Dzīve ir kā klavieres , ir baltie taustiņi... ir melnie... Ir arī vāks.. :p

Celebration

Today I celebrate, the most amazing, the most delicious and succulent fruit in the world. The fruit which is so sweet and with a hint of tart, which is so fresh and deliciously smelling, my personal symbol of Christmases, the smell of this fruit and just baked ginger bred cookie are my Christmas recipe. This fruit is like sun orange and round , it is like Ambrosius, it is my lovely mandarin. Lets celebrate mandarin's!

Mandarin smelling and tasting kisses and smiles for everyone from romansse.

xo xo xo

Crazyness

And here I am , just how many minutes ... like 40 or something ... dunno. And again I find my self looking in to people who has interests into BDSM or D/s , darn it! I try to quit that stuff. Today I am kind of caught up in my own desires. I can't hold up against my own desires. I know that I am just kinky I am not submissive and if I am then I don't want to be (sounds little twisted :D ) , well I have unhappy experience with that stuff and I just want to be normal, who like a little controlling man , not the ones who would kick the brain out of me . So I order my self not to check out dominant males and not to read BDSM story's on literotica, I am quitting and I will become a little more normal then I am now. If somebody have some advice how to get rid of these dark desires in me , then You are very welcome in my blog! And Your advice will be chersihed and honored!

Romansse had too many romance books lately , so pardon for strange writing from time to time.

romansse

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Curious!

Ok, am little curious, if I don't give anybody my blogger link, does my blog shows up somewhere? I may sound a little stupid right now. But I am real curios, where these blogs go. Are they only for me ?
and one more question , can I add pics to my blogs ?

romansse

xo xo xo

First time

Hello folks ,
I just got registered in here. I wanted to share my thoughts and desires, and likes, and dislikes with other people. In other places there are too many people who knows me and try to put in some boxes and mark me. In here I want to be free and express everything I have to say, even if it is silly childish or stupid. Doesn't matter who reads it or if anybody reads it.
Today I am being little lazy and gave this day to books and pleasures. In the morning I woke up from strangely sexual dream and so wanted to read one more time Susan Elizabeth Philips book Heaven Texas , it is sexy book. I really likes those alpha males sexy , strong and dominant. Most of the girls like those kind of heroes, don't they ? Well I definitely do, I really like when man takes control it is strangely arousing and just makes me smile and blush in the book. I wish in life there where those kind of men as well. So about book as well, I love her heroines they are strong willed and yet so fragile , innocent and in some ways little dangerous. Look at all the trouble they get in!
In the book Heaven Texas mane heroes is Gracie Snow and Bobby Tom Denton . She is such a plain woman while he is popular and rich ex-jock. They goes to trip over to Telarosa in Texas where he has to play role in a movie. In a trip she keeps annoy him and he keeps tease her in so they get to know each other.
Well I believe every one can imagine how this book ends. :)
After this book I kinda started to look after what else to read and came across Anne Stuart books and I really can't choose which one to read! i have red Ritual sins a while back and I would definitely enjoy reading it again, cause there were such a dark and sexy romance. Yum ... Maybe if somebody has some advices about Anne Stuart books or something else good in dark romance stuff I would really enjoy to listen to them.
I think this will be it for today.

romansse

P.S Sorry for my English , it isn't my first language , I don't mind if somebody would help to improve my grammar as well.

xo xo xo